November 2009

This key is to your kingdom, this key is to your heart

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it’s taking every ounce of me not to gush.
really.

instead I’ll just tell you about
Saturday
in which he made
pasta
from scratch
breaded chicken breasts
stuffed with bleu cheese
in
a Portobello and vermouth sauce
and we drank wine
and talked
and talked
and I was…
charmed.

or my Sunday
which consisted of
a perfect omelette
filled with tomatoes
onion
and leftover bleu cheese
with sour cream on top
followed by coffee down the street
hand-holding
among other things
sandwiches made of leftovers
on English muffins
video games
and movies.

I’ve never had anyone
treat me like he does.

and now
I won’t see him for a few days.
which is fine by me.

I like being alone.
I need my space.

… and I’m so used to losing
good things like this
that part of me is scared to get used to him.
 

Riding around with a man on your back

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I have to say that possibly my favorite part about yesterday could have been a few things

an unexpected run-in
going for a super-long walk
sketchy-but-good instant drinks from Sev
stolen-
(then later lost)
- poppies
holding hands
mind-blowing orgasms
laughing till my sides hurt
or
cuddles

but it was probably
My Lovely Horse

(linked because embedding is disabled by request everywhere)
 

Muh-muh-muh-MUH

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An exert from a much longer conversation.

G says: im not worried..ill find someone i can tolerate and who can tolerate me back...some day, whats the rush

Me:
haha that's how I felt
and now
scarf
so i guess it's good
yay

G says:
kk.. .that's his name now... "Scarf"



Sweet.

And now:

 

Without her I would be doomed

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Hello friends.
Here's some of my new stuffs.
New (vintage original Scottish) hat courtesy of Alyx.
New headband courtesy of... wherever I bought it in Polo Park.
New jacket courtesy of THE ASSHOLES WHO GAVE AWAY MY JACKET AT THE COAT-CHECK AT SCREAM ON FRIDAY.

NOT. IMPRESSED.

Being that I was leaving with Ty and Morley I was one of the last people to leave the venue and after handing in my coat it turns out they gave mine away.
But it's okay, they offered to give me one of the other four jackets that were still there.
Because giving away someone else's coat is really how problems get solved.

Moving on.

Old Pea Coat was like three years old but still got the job done, it breaks my heart not to have her anymore.
Oh, and shelling money I hadn't budgeted for to pay for it wasn't fun either.
Plus, this coat (though cute) doesn't cover my ass like Old Pea Coat did.
It's gonna be a colder winter, that's for sure.

Waah waah.
 

Drive you nuts if you let it

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Hello friends and neighbors!
Enjoy my glorious return to the Internet.
God, it's nice to have a day to myself sometimes.

Anyway I haven't finished compiling pictures from Friday's party yet, so you can bask in my photes from last weekend's Zombie Walk '09
I attended with these fine peeps.
Unfortunately due to extreme partying and not getting to bed until 8am Sunday morning I wound up sleeping till 6pm
(whoops)
and missed the chance to make fake skin and gross, peeling wounds.
Oh well.I still did an okay job I think.
In particular I like the leaf.
My favorite dish!
This kid made my life, at one point we were taking pictures of him and he realized his other zombies had left and ran away and, guys, it was possibly the funniest thing ever.
Sorry I don't have video.
Okay so Pyramid Head isn't a zombie, but fucking terrifying characters from Resident Evil can also come out and join the fun.
Awesome Kool-Aid Man Zombie.
I took this picture immediately before tripping backwards on a median and slamming my head onto the concrete
I rule!

I try to figure that things always happen for a reason, either to teach us or to change us and without going into too much detail something like that is happening
and on one hand it makes me happy
but on the other it makes my stomach twist
I'm in limbo
waiting
but nothing ever worth having comes easy
right?
 

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