Love machines on the sympathy crutches
I just listened to an episode of "The Current" on CBC called "Health Care User Fees" and when I saw the title I thought "oh, more coverage on US health care".
I was wrong, it was about us. Canada.
Excuse me?
Apparently in an attempt to pull Quebec out of the red financially Quebec Premier Jean Charest has put forward the idea of imposing a 25$ user fee for every doctor's visit.
Since taking office in 2003, Permier Charest will have indebted Quebeckers by more than $42-billion, which is an historic record, and I understand the obvious desire scrape together money where they can, and with actions like raising the price of electricity by 3.7 percent, hiking gas prices by a cent a litre, and charging higher costs for post-secondary tuition (which I am also against, but that's another topic), going after Health Care seems like a cash-grab.
According to the Charest government because they would be collecting back the amount owed from visits off workers income tax instead of making them pay up-front it's technically not a violation of the Health Care Act.
Oh, but don't forget that the “health contribution” will cost adults $25 this year and eventually climb to $200 in 2012.
This, my friends, is garbage. It completely violates the entire spirit of the Canadian Health Act, which is based on the principle of universal access. What about pregnant women, people with cancer, small children, or the chronically ill? Being charged anything for a doctor's visit is an absolute outrage. It's disgusting to even suggest it.
Thankfully it has been met with vehement opposition. Even good 'ol Iggy had something to say, and ideally as a result of the overwhelming negativity the issue will be dropped. Hopefully. Otherwise I'm afraid what could go through in Quebec will become standard practice in other provinces as well .
I'm honestly amazed at something like this, right after we watched the US fight tooth and nail for a shred of what we have up here.
I'm amazed, and ashamed.
The color leaks through the papers


Much more meat and drinking happened, but I was underdressed so I stood by the fire staying

obviously they meant me. Hee hee.



Super busy these days guys, but I made this for dinner tonight and having this for breakfast tomorrow, so you can rest easy knowing I'm at least looking after my palette.
Oh, and because being too busy means not having the time to read anything super heavy, I'm re-reading this because I have the box-set. You should too, if you haven't already.
Didn't know how lost I was
I hate the public bathrooms in my office; they're never terribly clean and at least one stall's always broken.
Today was no exception, even though the cleaning lady was hanging out in there, she was talking on her cell phone instead of doing her job.
Whatever, I'm just in there to pee and gtfo.
Do my thing, reach down and realize the toilet isn't flushing.
Open the back and realize the entire chain is missing.
I am not reaching into the back of a public toilet and covering my hand in that water, no way. I'll let the receptionist know and she can call someone to come fix it.
Exit the stall.
Wash my hands.
The cleaning lady steps into the same stall and proceeds to make disgusted sounds at me and motion at the toilet.
I tried to explain that it was broken, but she just kept harshly speaking at me in another language and looking at me with an expression of pure disgust on her face.
Did I honestly just get chewed out by the cleaning lady for not dealing with a broken toilet?
I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor

I got the apartment yesterday.
Come senators, congressmen please heed the call

I'll level with you... I'm stressed as all hell. So far I've been fucked out of two apartments due to circumstances beyond my control, and I'm terrified I'm going to lose another (super cheap) one tomorrow. I've been feeling physically sick lately and have lost more sleep than I should have. This has been so unbelievably stressful.
The scoop? The first girl fucked off on me. I found an awesome place and set up a time for her to come by... and she emailed and told me she'd already found a place by herself. Fuck. Then the guy who was going to replace her, though super nice and probably cool to live with, had bad rental history that he either wasn't aware of or didn't tell me about. I lost the place because while my application checked out, his didn't.
So what to do? I found a (more reliable) friend/roommate who is totally down with whatever I feel like going with because he's barely in town anyway. I figured things were set in motion and applied for a cool suite... but got fucked out of it because apparently Sussex Realty will only rent to people who have successfully subletted their current apartments. Which, in my opinion, is bullshit. Why would I sublet my current place until I know I have somewhere else to live? Nobody I've ever known has heard that before, nor has the lady in my office who used to work for a rental agency checking out applications. But that's besides the point.
The guy gave me 24hrs to sublet my place so I spent this past Monday showing it to six different people and there was an application being processed for my suite by 9am the following morning. So, within 24hrs. "Success", thought I. But no, apparently the asshole guy decided that having a sublet in the process wasn't enough (though getting an application processed in a day is apparently impossible) and dropped my application so I lost the place. So I spent Tuesday night running around like a chicken with my head cut off, showing my place again (just to be on the safe side) and running a new application for a place. Unfortunately it's with the same company, they seem to own almost all of downtown. Fuck.
Thursday I spoke with a woman at my rental agency (Globe, who have always been awesome) and she basically flipped out when I told her how I was getting jerked around by Sussex, and told me to have the jerk I was dealing with call her and she would tell him that what he was doing was garbage, they "they play nice with Sussex, so Sussex should play nice with them", and that hopefully I wouldn't lose this apartment to another situation beyond my control (the sublet application for my suite is still being processed).
So. That's where I am. I've been in a constant state of stress for the past few weeks dealing with this, and was really not sure how I felt about writing about it here. Was it too personal? Was I just being whiny? But fuck it, I don't care, this is bullshit and I have tomorrow off from work so I am going to do a lot of calling between my rental agency and Sussex, and hopefully I won't lose this place, too.
I just need to find somewhere to live, and I know the good suites are out there because I've found (and been fucked over on) a few of them now. I need this to be over, I need a break.
Here's some shots from a house party thrown by one of the coolest new people I know, Owen. It was really nice to get out and chill with some new (and old) peeps and for a few hours stop worrying about all this nonsense.


Here's a top for you first-time party goers (or people new to a new scene/party, like I was) bring a really interesting bottle. It's an amazing conversation starter and I got way more in mixed drinks in return for sips of the (surprisingly tasty) wine than I gave away.
Success!



Host supreme and all-around cool guy, I was very impressed by how much I managed to impress him in the few hours since we'd met; nothing boosts the ego like new people exclaiming how cool you are.





Preferably anything with modes of transportation, architecture, or vector art.
None of this "skull and roses with swords and snakes" garbage.

The times they are a-changin'.
You came down in your black dress
70 Million by Hold Your Horses ! from L'Ogre on Vimeo.
Love this video!
How many paintings can you recognize?
Armor me with futile aspirations

I'll do it all if you'll take more

Friday was the worst day I'd had in a long time, lots of things I couldn't control like my rental agency charging me 75$ for my rent receipt (what?!) were weighing on me and I kept doing stupid, brainless things like trying to brew coffee without adding water, spilling grinds all over the place, and tripping over my own two feet. I was so stressed and needing to not be in my office anymore that I actually wound up bursting into tears and having to hide out in the 3rd floor bathroom for a while. Oops.




I just realized that I forgot to take a picture of Ty's David Duchovny, whoops.


I can't decide if I think the sketch really looks like me, what do you guys think? I've never had anyone draw me before, so I'm not sure if the Uncanny Valley feeling is normal or not.
I am really sick of being thwarted every time I try to go to The Lo Pub. I get kickass messages from them on the regular about indie bands and the like that always play there, but something always gets in my way when I try to go.
For example, Saturday after a day that consisted mostly of lying about and watching Steamboy and various episodes of The Boosh, Ty and I wanted to go out. I conveniently recieved a message from Lo Pub saying that Shuyler Jansen was playing, as well as The Warbrides, so I decided that was where we were going... but there wasn't anything on the message about cover. I double-checked the Lo Pub page and it's generally free before 10pm and 5$ after, so it's make sense that that's the cover unless otherwise mentioned, right? So after a big drawn-out situation getting Morley we made our way down there in time for Free Cover... and find out at the door that it's 8$? Well, sorry kids, I'm cheap and not paying 8$ for something that I expected to be free because you didn't advertise properly.
Oh well, I assume our patronage was not missed and was made up for by a the usual gaggle of hipsters that can be found hanging out around there. Thwarted, we picked up some beer and proceeded to get way more loaded than any of us meant to and watched The Boat That Rocked, which I highly recommend.

Don't leave me where I stand

So let's revisit some not-in-order adventures while I try to snap out of it.

(wtf weather?!)
the earlier portion of the week was beautiful, so Walking Adventures were had!




Saturday was (yet another) Wpg Psy party... this one wasn't as unbearable due to the fact that I spent all night cockblocking other women away from both Ty and our really, really good-looking (and newly single!) friend J.


