June 6, 2012

I'm sorry for being so stressed out lately.

I'm sorry that I ate that last slice of pizza even though I think you secretly wanted it.

I'm sorry sometimes I demand too much of you.

I'm sorry that I was mean to you when you were little.

I'm sorry that I pushed you off the dock into the lake that one time.

I'm sorry that I didn't fuck you when I had the chance.

I'm sorry that I kept fucking you even though you didn't mean anything to me.

I'm sorry that I laughed along with everyone when you got hit in the face with the tire swing.

I'm sorry that I made you cry.

I'm sorry that I pushed you off the swings because I thought you were going to steal my best friend.

I'm sorry that I led you on.

I'm sorry that I walked away from you when you needed me.

I'm sorry that I made you come pick me up from Unicity after I took the wrong bus and got lost trying to get back.

I'm sorry that I picked my stupid boyfriend over you and we never spoke again.

I'm sorry that I made you the scapegoat for my broken heart.

I'm sorry that your mom didn't like me.

I'm sorry that I'm a sore loser.

I'm sorry that I broke your heart.

I hope you understand.