ish is pear-shaped
which is to say that things have been less than stellar
and it's totally my fault
which sucks to admit out loud, or even to yourself
because, it turns out
inside yr own head isn't an awesome place to hide from who you are
when who you are isn't someone you're happy with
and when you have a drunk girl sitting on the floor across the room
speaking about TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH at you
and you're drunk
afterward all you can bring yourself to say is
hello.
(I miss you)
