Hip Hop Sunday #64 Handsome Boy Modelling School - The Truth

February 10, 2013 - 4:17pm - by admin

busiest week in a long time.

school, projects, work

working on school projects

thankfully after six days of

rushrushrush

I can relax and enjoy

my hip hop sunday.

hope you enjoy it, too.

xox

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pickin' up the pieces

February 8, 2013 - 4:38pm - by admin

almost the weekend. dance. have some wine. enjoy the shit out of it.

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things to do today:

February 7, 2013 - 8:47pm - by admin

- pay to print a paper due this aft
- drink too much coffee
- eat leftover pork tenderloin and gnocchi
- wish I had more gnocchi
- watch some chick pick her nose in public (happening now)
- cough obnoxiously in the library
- stay awake during all classes
- lead class discussion in an iconic photograph of my choice (above)
- submit two assignments
- eat a can of tuna for lunch on the go
- exercise
- drink more coffee
- notice that at least 40% of males on campus have the same haircut
- do pre-interview hang with nice older lady
- drink more coffee
- pop decongestants
- do a skype interview with a lady in geneva
- not fuck up above
- make/eat dinner
- start transcribing 3 interviews for my project
- catch up on book club book
- seriously feel omg kinda overwhelmed right now
- wish there were more hours in a day

as opposed to

things I would like to do:

- sleep

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Fallout New Vegas describes the world

February 6, 2013 - 7:01pm - by admin

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baby you know if I could be anything at all

February 5, 2013 - 4:42pm - by admin

I'd be an actor in musical theatre production like ASSASSINS! which I saw last week while out on a fun friday night date.

okay yeah sure being a surgeon would be ballin, cuttin' people open and saving lives and stucking my hands into their warm, squishy inside parts.

and taking people skydiving would be cool, strappin' 'em to me and being like 'we're falling out of this plane right away, you scurred?' and then jumping like a boss.

but honestly all I wanna do

is sing and dance and tell a little story

and move some people a couple nights a week.

problem is

I can't sing

or dance

so I'll have to stick to writing a wicked blog instead

while secretly listening to broadway jamz in my earbuds

dreaming of the stage.

sigh.

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Hip Hop Sunday # 63 Nas - NY State of Mind

February 3, 2013 - 3:48pm - by admin

went to a kickass fundraiser last night

shook my tailfeathers

now I'm sore.

getting old.

happy hip hop sunday!

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as a canadian, I appreciate this

February 1, 2013 - 4:34pm - by admin

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android sucks

February 1, 2013 - 3:25am - by admin

but this commercial is pretty cute.

too bad it's trying way too hard

and isn't about anything.

but paul rudd & seth rogen & bob odenkirk are in it

so that's okay.

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eyes are the windows of the soul, I said casually

January 31, 2013 - 3:01am - by admin

and he stood in front of me and held me by my upper arms

came in close so our lips almost touched

even though we'd only just met

looked straight into my eyes and said

'so I'm looking into your soul right now?'

and I shivered

in that good way.

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coffee shop boy from years back

January 30, 2013 - 8:50pm - by admin

I met you one really really cold winter night. I was out with a friend and we were hiding from the cold while waiting to do something. see a play or a movie or some shit like that.

wait, no. I'm wrong.

we spent a lot of hours at that coffee shop over the course of a few years and that was a different boy and a different time.

this time we were talking about her girlfriend. we were talking about how she didn't know how to 'be' with her girlfriend because she loved her and wanted to be a lesbian but banging a chick just wasn't cutting it for her anymore and she was concerned. confused. sexually and otherwise, I guess. I was facing the coffee shop and I noticed you sitting there and you were looking at something. a book or a camera I think and I couldn't stop staring at you.

not because you were uberhot or really ugly or anything like that. you just looked interesting.



eventually we got up to leave and I mentioned you to my friend and she dared me to blow you a kiss through the window as we walked by which terrified me so of course I did it.

I tapped on the window by where you were sitting and winked and blew a kiss and felt like the biggest loser until you came outside to ask if I wanted to sit and talk with you so I did.

we hung out for a few hours and I drank two awful lattes while we were there and they were so sickeningly sweet that I wound up secretly throwing up in the bathroom. you probably didn't know that.

I hope you didn't.

I wound up bumping into you the following weekend at the same coffee shop while waiting for the same friend who was still having the same problem.

it surprised me, but I had hoped I would.

I'd spent a bunch of time on my hair before leaving the house; I was into wearing it half pulled back and wavy and was doing this stupid thing where I had all these tiny braids running through it. I wanted you to notice and you did, winding one through your fingers and making me shiver in a good way.

you bought me lunch and asked if we could get together sometime.

I said yes, of course. I tried to play it cool but I probably didn't. I never did. never do.

you kissed me and it started snowing.

that's one of the fonder memories I have of you.

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